Sunday, August 15, 2010
Its funny that pictures could tell a thousand tales,
smiles, laughter isnt really the right expression or explanation of happiness or joy.
The feeling of being quiet is pretty weird these days, but I got used to it.
Its funny having people keep asking me whether I'm fine because I've been quiet for all the long hours without saying anything.
I guess I just want to be, the fact that with alot of things going on, I prefer keeping quiet and keep everything to myself.
Well, its not a good thing, but I wish to keep quiet and leave everything to Allah.
;"Pasrah"
I might ignore more things now, and I'm sorry.
I dedicate my time and life now only for Allah.
I may sound like someone who give up with her life.
But I'm just being introvert for now.
Its going to be funny hearing this from me.
Its the effect of not wanting to hurt anyone in particular.
Controlling emotions, and accept with sincerity.
I dont wish to give so much in life because I dont know if life is going to give me back that much.
Let Allah make things happen.
InsyaAllah he know whats best for us.
When its time, it will.
Indeed, I'm getting stronger than before, with so much patience and sincerity given by Allah, even though I'm quiet now.
A weak person is someone who is not able to sincerely accept "qadha dan qadar" Allah.
Alhamdulillah, Ramadhan is not like any other month, its a month that test our patience but with so many benefits that we've yet seen.
InsyaAllah, things will be better, just trust Him and never stop to "beribadah" to Him.
Because even when we forget Him, He will never forget us.
Imagine how much Allah love all of us.
;You're an exception but I'm just an option

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