Tuesday, August 17, 2010
Sesungguhnya meskipun aku hanya manusia biasa, tetapi pendirian dan jati diri ku berbeza dengan yang lain.
Alhamdulillah, today I felt something different.
The people whom I used to be close with texted me in the morning.
Dear Friend,
I dont know whether you have bad intentions or not.
I was shocked when you texted, but in my heart, I leave everything to Allah.
Whatever bad things that you might did, I pray to Allah that he make you realise.
I hope you wont think differently, I wanted to help.
But if you think that I did it without valid reasons. You're wrong.
I know with all the things happening in fb about dancing curry chicken.
I have to admit, its not that we hate you.
We wanted you to realise your mistakes.
But then when I think again, theres no point, pointing out your mistakes when you dont want to see.
Because we care, I care when you lost your way.
It takes two hands to clap and I admit my mistake.
Even though I dont really know what was it.
All those false accusations you threw on me, blocking me from fb and msn, and even ask your cousin to block me.
At some point, I think of how cruel I can be till you did all that.
Subhanallah. I apologise for all my mistakes to you and maybe abit of distance for us will do.
Alhamdulillah, for the mukjizat.
Allah open up your heart to at least text me in this Ramadhan.
At some point, when I was sitting quietly.
I was thinking of all that happen.
Without Allah, I wont be here as perfectly I am.
As much as Allah love all us, I wish to love him as much too.
And when we learn to love Allah, thats when we learn to love someone as much because of Allah.
Alhamdulillah, I learned.
Only Allah is knowledgeable of everything.
;"Pasrahkan" everything to Allah
Alhamdulillah its the 4th day of Ramadhan, 26 more days. InsyaAllah.Amin.
Sometimes I dont wish Ramadhan to end.
;to me, you are perfect because Allah made you look perfect to me

3:57 PM